dream

Its after 4am and Im not feeling well because I was outside a lot today. Im fairly certain that Im becoming allergic to the world. Anyway, I woke up about a half an hour ago from a disturbing dream. In the dream, most of the folks I supervise were bitching because they felt we needed new interventions. I met with my boss and she said, "look at the data". Which was reassuring in ways I cant explain. Anyway, I found myself vacuuming the office space and when she asked me why, I said that I needed to see some progress. The vacuuming was extremely comforting. Then for some reason I was taking a school bus home and missed the bus. I called my father only to realize he had reconciled with my mother (REALLY BAD THING) but was still going to see my step-mother without telling my mother (ANOTHER REALLY BAD THING). I was sick with dread and the weather was cold and snowy. I woke up remembering the last contact I had with my mother before she attempted to take legal action against my brothers and I. (crazy is as crazy does) and now im exhausted but somewhat alarmed. Ok purging it made me feel better. Going back to sleep. Thanks for letting me put this out there...