cleaning the psychic house: part deux

Well...we had the big purge. It took two separate meetings. Madame Fabu was extremely supportive. She kept talking about the progress we made since our first re-organization effort in feb. When we finished today, I felt really good. That was at five. Now it is 9 and Im in a low grade state of panic. I was in denial about the nature of that other dropping shoe even though I knew it was there. And I came home, logged onto my online banking site, and saw that I once again have a huge financial disaster. Gill is being gracious about it as some of it relates to a bank account piracy issue that took place in the spring and raised its ugly head ONCE AGAIN two weeks ago resulting in 150 dollars of NSF fees. (that was a delightful surprise....) It is pretty pathetic when I am relieved that the water disconnection notice is dated for the 16th because I have "breathing room". Even more pathetic that Im hoping to god my relatives give the turnip money at his birthday party in a few weeks so we can give him the gift of electric next month. (ill make it up to him i promise...) I just need to remember that we've been way worse off and we've found our way back out. And keep playing the lottery, and keep checking my mailbox for a surprise check from someplace we'd never expect.